Saturday, February 20, 2010
hmm. its nearly eight on a sat night and my head is spinning. i managed to stave off imminent pyrexia for nearly a week now but guess it has caught on. how could it not, honestly. between wed the 10th & flying off on the 14th, i was running around like a mad duck getting things done and not getting enough sleep and whatnot. and since i've been back, endless hours of sleeping. honestly. i'd be in hosp at close as possible to 7am (usually on the later end), and will be there roughly till the afternoon. then i get home, cook, eat, then sleep. and wake up again at 6am. so thats roughly 12-14 hours a day, for three days straight. was on-call on thursday, and watched three movies yesterday with azli. how can i not be feverish. anyway the bf is playing the guitar in the background and distortion fills my ears. he's playing so well now. guess practise pays off ek. i, on the other hand, remain as is. and now we're discussing different guitar strap lengths and i add that it must be difficult being a guy. i must be delirious.anyways the merisik went well. again, a merisik. not a bertunang. there will be a bertunang in the foreseeable future. the funny thing is, after the whole merisik thing, things feel a little different with azli. of course, there is the imminent 'wow, did we just do that' moment. but it also strangely feels quite like we belong. like, you know, it all makes more sense now, unlike before, when we were just two people who were really into each other.anyways i read a wedding blog somewhere that looks so detailed & fun, and i wondered if it would be a good idea to have one. benefits the OCDs in all of us. just an idea.okay. am getting nauseous. i think im fluid deprived.anyways, besos to all.
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