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Tuesday, June 09, 2009
and so the last of the teh tariks have been consumed, and only 3 weeks shy of the kepulangan.

loads going through my mind at the moment. mainly am supertired after the commute to drogheda for my down the country gp setup. am having a ball. i actually love being there, when im not tired and its not 3pm after a pasta lunch and its toasty in the consultation room, mind.

but the gp setting is nice. its all ive been exposed to growing up coz no one i knew was in hospital regularly or anything and i havent a clue how malaysian hosps work. but clinics, i get. so yeah, felt more at home than ive ever felt this past year in clinicals.

results were out. think it was yesterday.

but back to gp and the commute. it felt wonderful to be in the intercity bus, the sun in your face and the thrill of going somewhere, even when you know inside that its just home youre going to. putting your legs up on the seat, playing something good in your head, just being about in your own company and enjoying how everything is outside the bustle of dublin. i just loved the escape.
there was something else about the commute that i loved, but true to form, cant remember for the life of me.

and the train to drogheda wasnt half bad either. but did like the bus better.

so, something like, 19 days till we go home. dont know what im looking forward to exactly. just being back i guess. friends. friends in penang. food, mostly. being spoilt by the ma. just everything being extraordinarily ordinary again.

much studying to do. where did the weeks go?

am happy where i am now. always here and there, but at least somewhere decent as of right now. i know there are too many questions and there always is. but am delighted, amused, happy, somewhat content. and in need of sleep lest i want to waste yet another half day being asleep.

oh i have the day off tomorrow! woohoo to my gp.

am just listening to the sounds and looking at the scene before me and hey, i say, i can be here forever. make of that what you will.

anyways dont mind the lacking of 'i's. am trying to be less selfish here (i jest). perhaps im just in need of some shut-eye. or maybe its the after-effects of watching mean girls. or maybe i just articulate with words the way others do with music. or pictures. or fashion.

or maybe i make excuses :)

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