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and so with a new week comes a brand new rotation. and i have to admit, day of introduction to obs and gynae did not disappoint. we finished at a spanking 5.30pm, completely dehydrated and barely able to walk straight from being cooped up in a stiflingly warm lecture theatre for hours. nevertheless, all quite transformed.

but honestly, today felt like the first day of school. people you know vaguely (or well) are introducing you to something new. something important. something that will make or break. and they make you priority and assure you that everything is going to be okay. you remember the class well, you've been with them in the year (week, as this case might be) before. everyone asks how their holidays (weekend) were. everything's fresh and new. and you're somewhat enthusiastic about what this might bring. i haven't had that feeling in years. first year was probably the last time but even then it was just mighty frightening to be in a new country and a whole new arena that it didnt quite feel like the first day of class.

course, prof nailed it by giving us a lect on gynaecological cancers and screening at 4pm. told ye it was hardcore.

and maybe the sky is blue or the sky is grey. maybe it is this tomorrow or not today.

oh it is the amazing-est thing to be completely entranced yet completely put off by something. its like a cassette (going retro for good effect) playing over and over again a song you love, but have been bored stiff listening.

and today as we sat there warm with sad faces and tired eyes we only spoke of the end of it. the change. and eyed the big red symbol. i love the movies.

here's to my next 6 weeks of existence, or lack thereof.