Wednesday, February 04, 2009
lately its been more moments thinking about the future than actually living in the present. i have every reason to be thankful but sometimes there will be days like this. days where you can't pinpoint a reason for anything. days when you can't even figure out what to do at that very moment, let alone try to reason.anyways things have been beautiful. snowed a fair bit lately. hours in the hosp surprisingly short, or maybe thats just because i've stopped dance practise-a-thons. there is good tv. there's the guitar. and syamir's xbox if ever things get too dull.oh thank god. i've been watching scrubs back to back for ages. they're playing frasier now which is reason plenty to stop tv bingeing. and so the day goes on with nothing to say. hoping beyond hope that this period of being student/careerwoman/housewife (simultaneously, mind) will eventually taper off and i can be of use to society. bitter is the gourd, then jangan makan.
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