Saturday, November 01, 2008
minutes ago i went on a little hunt. didn't feel much like watching extra factor and feeling rather stuffed from 2nd helpings of asam pedas, i decided to warm up in the cocoon of my bedroom (isn't dubs quite the freezer lately? can't believe i complained about the cold before. this is cold.) and listen/play lisa mitchell.and then i went a-looking, and surprised myself at what i found. things like this you just don't lose. you'd misplace it, you'd forget it, but u won't ever throw it out. not even things go black, purportedly. somehow it was nice to find something you've lost. its like reliving an adventure. like bringing something back. and yes, maybe i exaggerate. but i like this, like i like surprises and treasure and a good cup of green tea (which will be coming up, pronto!).oh days. when i had long hair and a study table. can't believe it was that long ago when it feels like a different lifetime.i like this. this normalcy. this is anything but normal but its just being back and being able to decide that's the kicker. ill enjoy it while i can.and by the by my hoodie smells of vomit and my head is mussed so im going to sing this one out. :)
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