Tuesday, October 21, 2008
im having a headache but still riddled with happy thoughts. somewhat.anyways what i was thinking about earlier was forgiveness. how our lives can be governed by it without the slightest reasoning or realization. maybe what we wanted from someone else is just a sincere "i'm sorry", not for the sake of, but because its fair. okay. maybe examples might help. maybe sometimes the reason things are never normal is because there are some truths never spoken, let alone apologies being let loose, and consequentially everyone lives on on assumptions only and everything dies with it. maybe people are just too different and things are just too 'unsalvagable' but at the end of the day maybe what's called for is a little apology and forgiveness. and perhaps a little precipitation. and maybe. maybe a little unaccounted, unasked apology might just water down many months of pain and many more subsequent recollections of said pain. maybe im not saying im doing much, but know that this is easy, or easier, than it could be. maybe a little less explaining of every sacrifice and every hardship. and a little more appreciating. maybe. im just saying.maybe there'll come a time when this will come automatically. until then, well. maybe.
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