eiremoi is me, three-quarters of the time.










kaka(not the footballer)
green tea
holidays
sleep
14 feb 2010
home
topshop





:conclusions
:time generally
:moolah

click

Msiamoi
Weddingblog!
Sureen
Hanizah
Ekin
Danial
Hadi
Sarah Amin
Jay
Jim
Ajin
Corom

I/O

thanx

Boon May for art
mak for strength
insomnia for the time

i just remembered how i was sposed to write an entry about the disastrous repercussions of camwhoring with sarah on sunday. morals in abundance for the reference of camwhores everywhere. haha. ill get to it sometime.

btw today i met the enemy. not met in the usual sense. more in the bumped-into sort of way. its intrigued me how much i can sum up from a person i know virtually nothing about.

its not that nothing new and interesting is happening, its just weird that when things get rough there's so much to put down to words. sure, the strength of the emotion's the same. its just a different representation. and no one wants to hear another person gush. as if that last entry did not disgust you to a certain extent.

and so, bear with me some more. well, i love the way things are now. things are by no means peachy, or easy. on the contrary, things are actually very sketchy and somewhat difficult. i still dream sometimes and my mind goes faraway. mostly to places i dont want my mind to be in. but life brings little pleasures, especially when one's in the state of mind to appreciate them. examples being gorgeous shirtdresses. or participating in lengthy surgeries. the guitar waiting faithfully at home.

and so the mind continues to fly. and it doesn't seem to matter anymore. which is so very unfortunate, and i dont mean for me.

tomorrow brings as much unhappiness as happy moments. and im going to face all head-on. haven't a choice, have i? :)