eiremoi is me, three-quarters of the time.










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at the worst of times, the best thing that could happen is the realizing the very things you do know. even if its as trivial as how chocolate macaroons will never taste good because they have too much coconut more often than not. or something more substantial, like facts about the jugular vein.

sometimes hanging on to these things mean a lot, especially when you spend 23 and three quarter hours of a day (dreams included!) trying to strive, want and need to be someone you're not. everything is always to-be, or to-do. you're never just a 21 year old girl who loves tv and sleep and playing the guitar horribly and indulging in light self-help books and the odd dose of ice cream. you're the medical student who's expected to achieve good grades and be completely comfortable with the challenges that surface with living away from home, and be completely immune to hormonal instabilities or any personality traits that hinder one from being just that robot.

some days you lose sight that you can be a 21 year old medical student who enjoys medicine, but really wouldn't mind an off day for herself, and to understand that she's trying. and sometimes she needs to understand that it is okay, and that in almost everything we do, we are doing the best we can given the circumstances. its an inborn trait. we try.

sometimes she should really try to not refer to herself in the third person.