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today wasn't really quite a waste. clearly it was all about elections and whatnot, and less about everything more haunting. my hours-long phone call home was inundated by ayah's announcements of who lost to whom and where, followed by mak's exclamations of surprise.

everything's a little hunky-dory, and yet a little wrong. mak's mixed reactions. my disappointment. akak's untold stories. ayah being ayah, yet oddly seemed a little like a stranger to me.

maybe im being the unobjectively abnormal one, and then i wonder why.

and by the by, today is the eighth of march. would have been one year since. im not thinking of the couldas or the shouldas, im actually strangely angry. not in the mad bite-ye-head-off kind, just the id-rather-be-thinking-of-something-else sort. haha. it's a defence mechanism perhaps.

so to you, selamat setahun. this is probably of no significance, but hey. it's a day anyway.

But what minutes! Count them by sensation, and not by calendars, and each moment is a day.
-Benjamin Disraeli