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everywhere around me i see people who are making sacrifices for the people closest to them. major, life changing decisions. something akin to making another person completely liable to the what nows and whatever's going to happen.

sometimes in life there are times when we do things because they are the right things to do. and then there are moments when we do things because it is the only thing our conscience allows us to. and there are instances when we do things irregardless of opinions and consequences, and that we do them because we want to.

sometimes the reasons behind decisions are the hardest to ask, and even harder to answer. i am apologetic and embarassed sometimes at my need to know. and my subsequent u-turn to reality when i realize things are not the way it is in my head. maybe its a learning curve.

maybe the reality is multidimensional, and what we perceive is just what it is: our perception. that not all of it is wrong, or right, and that it's all in its own way, quite acceptable.

and i am, admittedly, taking this personally. what has happened has made it a little bit harder to avoid doing so. i still haven't felt like myself since everyone left.

i think i need time. maybe that's not that much of a request, even if it's asked by somebody else.