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i want to read back on that old blog and wonder how everyone's lives got intertwined to begin with. for what its worth i feel sorry for what happened back in the day, and flummoxed at how things have turned out now, in the end.

i like who i have turned out to be. there are lots to not like, but somehow all the potential this ambivalent time of life allows us is inviting me to be more than what i have always been, and all those possibilities are the very things that make me get out of bed every morning (two days of missing classes this week notwithstanding).

and maybe i am just the kind of person who thrives on having people around me. this is very new, but im beginning to believe that its happening. and i always, always need something to be passionate about, probably because i haven't found a vocation, or a calling. yet. i still need something to live for.

so here's to some soul-searching, and the search for what makes me exist. or what will.


ps- in the meantime ill bake chocolate cakes and play some emo on the guitar.