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i am trying to be as matter-of-factly as i could, so here goes.

today, for the very first time in perhaps many, many months, i found myself actually looking at a guy and saying woah. i was taken aback by cuteness. it was a random, innocent enough moment, yet it was so startlingly strange.

well it wasn't a moment of quiet desperation, or a second of sexual misconduct. it was just a feeling i wasn't used to, and perhaps more likely because of the sheer lacking of new faces, especially malay faces, mind. i mean, i have been in love for most of 2007 and what bit of 2008 that has passed me. maybe because i was recently in a relationship and all that and that seemed to have steeped me off this 'new, unusual feelings'. seriously. i dont think i've felt anything like this in years.

of course, later on all modes of awkwardness wore off and i managed to carry on in a socially acceptable fashion, and the guy really wasn't so godly cute to me, but it was a moment, and a moment im happy to have had.

huhu (might delete this and write it off as a moment of crude insanity.) hah.