Tuesday, January 29, 2008
i was brought back to moments (not so) long ago where i was sitting at the cafeteria with this guy and we were sitting side by side and thenceforth elbowing each other accidentally now and again and there's always the question of whether i was allowed to make a move. well, obviously not in the asking the guy out kind of way, but more of just allowing oneself to be open to the idea. be chatty. be nice. occasionally overdo the batting of lashes. you know what i mean.
it's just that i've found (pre-hijaz), that these things don't ever work. everyone claims to be traditionalists when the time's right. so what i've concluded is fuck new age. fuck women's liberation (at least this part of it). fuck being bold. i think i have the capabilities to attract a guy without having to expose myself indecently, and hence, i have faith in them coming to me instead of the other way round. you know. i'm a traditionalist (now).
so no. thanks for the opportunity, but i really wouldn't mind a little bit of an effort on your side of the world. if and when you do get it right, i promise you it will be worth it. quoting tasha: "i make an excellent girlfriend". no girl should ever deny herself that when its actually true.
here's to feminism and anti-feminism, all within one blog (i really need to make a decision here, don't i?)
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