Sunday, May 27, 2007
ive spent the last hour or so purging my friendster account of all people i have not met in the past 3-odd years,
or have a vague memory of.
it might seem a tad discriminatory to remove people who arent close to me anymore (or ever) due to non-overlapping social circles,
but there's no point in
collecting profiles either.
somehow the whole
know or no effect seems to be cleansing. i dont know. probably the newly-acquired sense of power.
haha
who am i trying to kid, huh?
i spose it just feels great to have that principle. that opinion on who stays and goes. that stand.
and btw, i only managed till C. hilarious, innit?
one of today's (many) activities include creating
mementos that i will utilize and treasure and keep for faraway or difficult days.
i cant seem to get enough of listening to it. arrgh!
okay. so i
am looking forward to the trip.
i wasnt before, but i am now.
maybe its something we need. maybe its knowing the possibilities.
maybe its just that my heart is feeling whoop-de-doo.
thats always what matters.
that draws the line between being happy or sad. up or down. trust and distrust.
suara hati and whatnot.
call me jiwang but its what inside that matters, bukan?
i miss home a lot lately and im almost
100% certain that i want to go home in june.
omg omg omg. im so proud of what we achieved today. haha sudahlah, fatin.
(am going insane).
i love my ipod. i am unabashedly unabashed.
goosebumps. goosebumps. goosebumps.
i dont care how it is tommorow, or this morning. or yesterday or this afternoon.
jantung saya penuh dengan cinta.
(sounds so much better in english, doesnt it?)
<3 <3 <3
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