Tuesday, April 10, 2007
today something nice happened which caught me off guard.
and in any case i think there's so much left to learn about ourselves.
what surprises us
or how we react to different circumstances
today was a high and low
its suffocating sometimes
and worrying often
and sadly enough
its all in my headand worse still
its like this every time.
and anyone who reads this blog knows it.
today i found something, and lost something else.
there's so many darks that i feel a generalization of how i feel is succinct
i am so, so afraid. at so many levels.
i am a disappointment to myself, and that is the worst kind of disappointment there is.
today i thought i felt whole, later it felt like a hole
i am going to ramble and hopefully i will be (mis)understood:
i am 27
i am promiscuous
i am an athlete
i have body issues
i love
i snore
i live for action
i talk big
i stand at 5'7"
i am hated
i imagine things small
i hear people talking about me
i have faith in me
i hurt
i am brave
i am but everything
anyways kudos to mozilla (adios, IE!) for allowing me to return to
eiremoi in peas (speling misteak intended)
<3 <3 <3
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