Monday, April 16, 2007
this is completely random.
but everything today just
pisses the hell out of me.
EVERYTHING.it is uber annoying to be in this perpetual state of disarray.
and disorientation.
and it makes me hate myself.
which is penultimately the worst feeling to develop as an eventuality.
i dont even wanna go to class which is in five minutes.
choice activity is to
curl up into a ball and
disappear.
post-inhaling and -exhaling,
i see good things:
- i found the jacket that looks perfect for summer. just slouchy enough.
- i can have my personal space and there's absolutely nothing wrong with that.
- i realized that i don't like med school (
not a new discovery) but i like medicine and would love to be a doctor.
- whatever
lah. no one cares anyways.
not even anyone reading this.
<3 <3 <3
13:54