Monday, March 19, 2007
everything today looks so pretty.
i finished a book.
had a lighthearted conversation with an official figure, all the way in london.
it hailed. then it was sunny.
its funny.
i feel like a laugh.
not me being the source of laughter.
or me being funny.
just being the laugh per se.
a floaty entity.
an unmarked and unknown sound.
this hasnt meant i havent been down lately.
i have had my moments.
there were minutes where i felt like i cannot go right or left.
like im stuck with something in my head
and my heart like lead.
i am always imperfect
and always everything i threat myself with
but seeing to how im managing today with such
charm.
its hard not to see the sun for what it is.
or the rough comforts as everything they bring and possess.
it makes me want to write.
it makes me want to imagine.
it makes me want to put it to poetry.
the fingernails.
the mess.
three glasses and three cups.
the abandoned music.
the belief that i will stand up for what i belief.
i think i need to watch a good
chick flick.
<3 <3 <3
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