Saturday, December 30, 2006
my neck is going gila, my fingertips are sore, im sleepy, im hungry, and its cold.
ive stopped having fun and i want to be just the way i was before. pretty please.
things in my head:
- how anyone could think that knitting is
relaxing. i feel car-sick. is that poss?
- the shower needs cleaning
- i need to roll up in a ball and not exist. again.
i miss being artsy. dammit i hate med school bringing out the cold dead monster in me.
i want to be back to listening to bands ive never seen. to having three lines in one blog.
poetry. poetry. poetry.
to
bold and
italisize and
underline.
to be depressed and not be ashamed about it because that means i can be so much more.
check out
fatinhanisah.livejournal.com and please oh pretty please agree that im
200% more interesting
200 days ago from today.
i want someday.
<3 <3 <3
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