Wednesday, December 27, 2006
i have too many words ill-advisedly stashed in my head. stacked up like a pile of magazines, as haphazard but only less rectangular. to start off, i was wondering what the fascination with house was all about. this was clearly a self-reflexive kinda question as i am, just like many others, fascinated by house. one thing that stands out obviously is his ability to be himself. to be a pain, to be hurtful, to be mean, and yet being accepted and treated as a norm. not as a freak. isnt that thought-provoking?
the greatest thing about watching downloads or dvds is the ability to rewind and repeat. i just watched the same scene in a show twice consecutively, and had the same reaction. i got a little teary and im not embarassed about admitting it.
today i spent about 12 hours out of the house, totalling to 5 movies and a meal at mcD. three of em were new, and ive seen two. sequentially, they were kiddy, sleep-inducing, intriguing, predictable, and cliched. but all were satisfying although towards the end, i regretted not wearing socks, though the idea of not taking my shoes off the whole 12 hours would be traumatizing.
i had so many realizations today. one being how i actually understand a lot of the things people i know are going through. perhaps in the most mundane of circumstances, but i realize still that we are all the same. roughly identical circumstances.
i am actually very sleepy and i regret not having to have blogged earlier as i have so much more to say but i dont have enough energy. toodledoo.
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