Friday, November 24, 2006
as of this exact second, im smelling something burning which im fairly confident is in fact min n atah making toast downstairs. im sitting on my bibir chair leaning against the wall and my feet propped up on the bed, inducing mild parasthesia (omg did i just do that again?) ie pins and needles and i need to berak for a mo so kjap ek. xxxx.
back. anyhoo i walked back today with a smile on my face and cheer everywhere. it was raining and mildly cold and yet i was walking with my hands spread out a lil, and occasionally skipping instead of the usual draggy walk.
it might be due to the fact that i was wearing my favourite bj kurung, which, surprise surprise, brings out something in me. but i seriously doubt it's that. maybe its just a mix of things.
anyhoo as i handed in the abstracts, kate told me today that i am the only one in her tutorial class who ever hands in their abstracts. i've seen christina hand in hers, but im probably the only person in the entire module who's done all 11 essays. which is hilarious coz i think they probably all think that malaysians are the most rajin people ever when my roomate could attest that i am the laziest bottom in this household.
anyhoo i shouldnt be at all anxious about the essay and the writing and crafting of it all coz apparently eoghan from the tuto seems to have forgotten his themes. and i have been driving myself crazy trying to find all these readings to enforce my theme and highlighting them ceaselessly for the past week. such is the disparity. maybe im just in the wrong mindset here. i have to STOP WORRYING.
i was also probably happy coz i made it on time for friday lectures (for once!) and also because the day ends so early and its still bright when i make my way home. so much potential for a day that ends at two. even so, i opted to spend it at home seeing as how i watched one movie at ugc yesterday and one more back home. and yes, i am planning to watch some other downloaded shite today. tra la la.
im probably gonna sleep a lot, plan a lot, relax a lot. i am comforted. i had a thought today about that guy im in love with, which made me kinda laugh and kinda be a little thoughtful. its all meanless shite but at the end of the day it is what makes me happy or makes me strong.
when i say i dont get things, im usually wrong. i have my own idea about it, which isnt necessarily what the person explaining it to me has in mind.
anyhoo enough of this shite. i am munching on some weetos, and going to go about some adult business of making calls about bills and such, and then cook lunch. goodness knows how i wish i was a whole world younger than today. :)
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