straightjacket and stardust

Monday, October 23, 2006

hahahaha. im at the com lab, ekin behind me. going online was disappointing.

hehe i didnt know what i was thinking. perhaps perhaps perhaps i dared to think of more. and la la la la la. i cant get to do everything so this is where it ends. i dont exactly have anything to say except la la la.

today is supercold. im going off to baggot st and buy some stuff as well for raya. hopefully we'll get everything done by tonight.

i woke up uber early today. hurrah, hurrah. today is the last day of ramadhan and tommorow is raya. its a great feeling.

this morning ekin and i woke up for our last sahur and i realized this would be the last of a lot of things. a lot of puasa-related things. entahlah. am i even makin sense?

anyhoo, maks fedex parcel arrived this morning. interestingly enough, i who was watching out the window for most of the morning did not realize that the truck was outside. i had earphones on while watching magnolia (one heck of a stupid movie) and i didn't even hear the buzz of the doorbell.

and so, once retrieved, i ran up the stairs with the parcel with this strong feeling of uncanny. it was like christmas mornings oft shown on tv. me getting all excited about getting a parcel. i sat on the floor in the room and ripped the thing apart. and quickly summed through what mak sent.

i feel like i favoured the plastic ribbon ketupats best. coz it symbolizes raya in an overwhelming way when one is celebrating it abroad. i loved the skirt, and the shoes i actually fit. mak hid items in every of my bags she sent in that box. be it maruku, or skin cream. she sent a pretty paper bag, and an eyeshadow palette. half of the things in that box i dont need, so im assuming them as gifts. thanks mak.

today. i felt like doing so many other things today. i wasted a lil time watching some stoopid dvd. i want to do research for my paper due in next week, i want to go online. i want to go to extravision and return some stuff. i want buka to arrive fast so i can sample the kuihs raya. i want to stop thinking about that pathetic movie.

at least i learnt a little bit. i realized that its not wrong to be or feel a certain way and sometimes strange things happen. this of course contradicts what is being said in my favourite book, but i aint complaining. i have my beliefs and i doubt anything has changed.

im nervous about spanish tommorow. and of ns, but more so for spanish. im going to make the best of what i have this week. hehe.

i am very much aware that this is the worst blog entry ive ever had hahahaha. selamat hari raya, people.

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