Wednesday, October 25, 2006
im at the library (hurrah!) and i am thus highly determined to write a superlong blog despite time constraints. hehehh.i was just off the survey thing over in L102 and it was actually quite an interesting experience. i seem to not know quite a lot about web portals and its constituants and yeah Dr Haubitz was nice. haha at least i learnt a thing or two, and if Heiko ever reads this, i'd just like to say that the focus group discussion was, indeed, painless. i keep referring back to messages of past days/weeks/years oft looking for something funny and surprising. just a belt of memories that would surely transcend with a mood of happiness and nostalgia. i just happen to do that quite a bit. maybe there's a part of me that actually wants to revert back to yesteryears. or maybe i just wanna have a good laugh. har har.given how i have a women's studies essay due next week i will be spending a whole lotta time in the library. so if anyone's planning a major study sesh or feeling like a bout of kerajinan despite just finishing off with a test earlier today, do join me here (though i have a feeling there would be severe turnout to my invitation).i desperately need to pee and the library is awfully cold (as is the entire UCD area today) and its probably raining outside and honestly i dont care about it very much. right now i should pee, then join gbam in the gym, go home and kemas rumah, and cook nasi goreng coz suddenly i really really feel like some good old malaysian grub.i bumped into peter after the survey discussion while i was talking to jasmine (ouh god ayat i tak make sense langsung! haha) and we went into this long winded discussion about everything from women's studies to exams to med ball. just goes to show that bukan sumer org irish kereq (haha censored utk pembaca berbangsa irish) and that its nice to have a conversation now and then about things clearly irrelevant. and this would probably happen a million times more. heheheh. rasa happy pula when i get to speak a lot.its nine and i have to run. its been great to get to pour everything out. i am thirsty, but a lil full. i have done just this teeny weeny bit but ekin is right, it does give me new ideas and breakthroughs. and at least i feel like ive done something as opposed to not starting at all yet. ekin is great. she is like my mak when im far away from the real thing. i love u syg.today has been nice. i kinda like my perspective of how the day was. admittably imperfect, but in a whole full of possibilities and thoughts and lots of welcoming things, either idle or challenging. life is beautiful, and i admit to wasting a lot of it being depress. im sorry.life is like living colour. there are different hues to different days. mines just a lil brighter shade of orange today.
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