Wednesday, October 04, 2006
i just received the most unusually berperasaan email from ayah. probably due to my lengthy plus astoundingly emo email i sent to him a few days ago. but i've never quite got an informal email from the old man, let alone one punctuated with jokes and emotions. im quite touched but its hard to show emotions when ur in the com lab with people queueing for their turns seemingly breathing down ur neck. hehe.i did, however, managed to laugh at ayahs selak references. coz that's truly ayah. i laughed way loud. loud enough for the people opposite to jut their heads in concern. i dont blame him for the slice of misunderstanding. i would have misunderstood myself. but its hilarious how he approached the issue. kelakarnye.i also did realize i put my ayah in the wrong light. i consistently fail to mention how funny he is. despite the fact that hes mr discipline, mr dont mess up my sleep, mr seriousness investments-credit card bills-mr technology, he is also mr kain pelikat is mans best creation, mr minus marks, and mr u were adopted from jinjang and licked by a babi when we found you. ayah is the funniest. he is caring, he is strong, he is wise. he is the ying of maks yang. he is the tiang, and mak is the bumbung. he is the responsible man of the house, mak is the blowing in the wind independent woh-man. i suddenly feel so much love. so, so much love.i went to the IFIUS meeting today and i now am in charge of a french team. ooh-er. and i have to wear the hugest waterproof jacket. hugest meaning if i sit down and wrap my hands around my legs i could fit my entirety in the jacket. it being navy only means i look even more like a bag of garbage. haha! no offence intended though, im excited about volunteering and im glad we're getting uniforms if any!im a bit mussed because its 30 minutes to lects and then halfway around the world someone is busily membukak puasa. huhu. i feel like twirling and dancing and twirling and doing the tango. if only you see me today you would know exactly what i mean, dear. banyek was the biggest surprise of the day, and the reason im wearing a smile if any. i realized that the biggest thing that attracts me in a guy is plenty of confidence. the ability to be able to initiate something where one has no idea what the outcome will be. it probably just reflects how we want what we don't have. or we can't do. i realized this due to some long-hidden memory of rushing and loving. and banyek. and beep beep. hahahahaim ending this with a laugh. im delirious. hahahahhahhahahahahah.
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