Friday, September 22, 2006
I. HAVE. A. HOME. the feeling is overwhelming. i just adore the space. i am only, like, 25% through with the packing and there's serious amounts of laundry to catch up with but yes, most definitely i am delighted.yesterday i spent a few minutes sitting on our dusty sprinkled supercomfy red armchair (one could sleep in it) just looking at the house. the lovely dining tables and chairs. even the light sawdust all over the floors and the out-of-place giant corkscrew. fantabulous.im soohooo glad its friday. finally the weekend arrives and we can finally put things to place. its been a tough two weeks and so im just gonna be trying my bestto catch up with whatever. there isnt a better time for the weekend to arrive.emotionally im just a little tired, still slightly out of place. i still have no idea what to do with my some issues that im currently facing, and because of that i don't foresee a cessation in negative thoughts just so. it will be a busy, busy semester.which brings me to the issue of actually dropping my third elective. coz i dont think i can cope with that many subjects this some, what more with volunteering with IFIUS and malaysia night coordinating. die la. die die die. turns out im like, the only one i know taking the women's studies module, but hey. uni is the time to explore and to expand. i don't want to end up being an equally capable doctor compared to another who had superb grades during med school and yet has no life other than books. one's final cgpa is not an exact reflection on what kind of doctor one can be and yes, i will hold on to this fact if my life depended on it.so hey, i have an hour to do a few things so this is just gonna end here. once we get internet in the house, ill be back on track. im just sooo hoping that things will look cheery, and with the house in the maples, things look beautiful already.
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