Monday, September 11, 2006
im feeling rather path today. not at all optimistic about getting a hse. and then im also somewhat grief stricken about the whole lack of electives issue. i do NOT want to take a medicine-related elective. and horror of horrors, we need TWO electives and the electives are all clashing with med classes. kenapa ek? uber frustrating lah.i ought to be out and about, but im obviously not. i need some entertainment. i thought of having to listen to music etc etc but im just plain stoned at the mo. slept well last night despite not having removed ANY makeup or change from the jeans. i woke up feeling really really warm. huhah. i need to choose something to wear. seeing as it's the first day of coll, i have to choose, and choose well. perhaps the blook jacket with the big fat brooch on it. that'll work any outfit teehee.i can't wait to get out of this hse, honestly. i dont like to impose and i dont like feeling out of place. i seriously feel that way a lot. i want to be out, and i want my stuff to be out. if i were them i want myself and my stuff out too. i want to play the guitar some more and then perhaps get ready to go. i need to get some documents done, withdraw some moolah, and then do what it takes to bowl over a hse owner hehha!! i do so bloody madly hope we get the hse coz obviously we need one. as soon as poss. haih.i met someone recently. i haven't got a clue if anything'll happen. he's not exactly not my type but then again i don't even really knoe how he's like. hehhe. anyways thre's a 90% chance nothing will happen so watch this space.im lost. busy. visceral. and dying to just catch up. because putting everything to the last mnute like this brings out the realities and yes, reality sucks.
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