Saturday, September 09, 2006
ehem ehem. lalalalala. im happy. i just got my luggage back! im staying with angels. and perhaps, just perhaps!; we'd get a nice house with super neighbours. hehe. such luck. i knoe things will take a bad turn but hey. i'll wait till it does. heheks.anyhoo. im at ish's. or angela's. or danni's. all alone. with necessary tois. hehhe. im so glad. i have my family portrait right beside me and everyone's just here. right beside me. it's unbelievable how much i love my family. and how much i miss them now.btw i had the most amazing flight yesterday, from heathrow to dublin. it wasn't delayed by more than 10 minutes, and then we barely felt the takeoff. it was noon-ish so the sun was out, and the sky was awesome! we could see soo many puffy cotton-candy clouds. the don't look too big, but they made huge shadows, covering 2 or three parallel fields. and when we went into the clouds it was awfully fascinating. the window or the wing didn't get wet but it got kinda dark in the plane so it was aneh. i sat next to mark, who's doing 4th science in ucd. we had a good chat about freshers week and how our respective summers went (his was in chicago). mark was drunk, and superchatty, but he amazingly fell asleep after takeoff and even slept through the barely-there landing. he only woke up when everyone got their bags. and just after the plain stopped, there was this pretty dragonfly thinggy by my window, and i saw it fly away. cam fairytale.omigawd. im so deliriously happy. everything's rosy! even my antivirus is working like a fucking well-oiled machine. and so many people have offered my a place to stay, so it is somewhat nice to be able to move around and not impose completely on one party. kan kan? wakakak. im gleeful. is that poss? i am almost at the point of skipping around haphazardly, leprechaun style. hmm. speaking of leprechauns, my first day in eire was productive. i met the jpa students in merville. it was strange to see them arrive so late when we were all on the same flight. it went well though. and then i met up with loads of classmates. which was nice. and then, we all walked back (half of em cycled) towards clonskeagh - supposedly the place to live. fun gle. balik balik i was so superngantuk and so supersakitkaki that i just fell asleep immediately. and i sat on the floor to offload some baju from whatever i have stored in this hse and then i had this really sakit feeling in my shin. but then i slept and everything is hunky-dory. yeay.i met an ex yesterday and it somehow dawned on me what a waste of time it all was and how he is so not worth it. don't get me wrong. we were being pleasant and smiley and everything. no nasty behaviour. but it just proved to me quite clearly that i could do so much better.and i met tommy and aisling yesterday. the poor, short-sighted fella couldn't see me, and went to excited fits when he recognized the group. hugs and hows ur summer?s all around and i could see they were slightly tipsy. i'd say we'd probably always have a special thought about each other. it's probably always gonna be that way. different needs. same wants. but it's the closest i had to understanding the mechanics of relationships between people of different culture. and i think, if you tried hard enough, its really not all that bad.im so glad my luggage is here. i haven't called mak and ayah. i will. anyways i have about a million other things to say, but i'll save some for later. i miss malaysia but hey, ireland is my 2nd home. heheks.xoxo
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