Friday, September 15, 2006
ehemm. how do i feel right now? im feeling fine. i can't think of a better word. im hungry as hell but i dont want to eat so close to bedtime and since puasa is coming it shall be good practise anyway. i am glad things are a little more organized and i can hardly wait for us to move to the new place. ladies and gents, i am currently a proud resident of the maples. or rather succinctly described by the boys of 62, the maple (pronounced mah-play) synonymous to the malaysian late night teh tarik hangouts.i am at a somewhat confortable transitional period. it hasn't always been this sunny. i figured im doing a lot of things right. taking some time off. doing my homework with regards to the property agent. im also doing many things wrong. like kaluting too much. or worrying on why two and what's wrong with myself. and right now, in a healthy, happy, very concious and alert state of mind, i can see many reasons why i am the way i am and that there are many others just like me. unlikely but possible.i like to play around with words. best! its the whole hidden message that has been provoking me lately. we all have a strange way to show our love (i hate to talk about love for fear of hurting and of spreading unnecessary philosophical paragraphs on this issue on eiremoi). and for writing this things in brackets i forgot what i wanted to originally say. oh yep. erm sometimes we do mean things and be bad and all but sometimes we do all that and still care. its open to interpretation. hehe.today mak and i had an interesting conversation. everything from boys to house deposit. to amir's school trip. i miss her. i love my mak.i find that when i like someone i just go nuts. ill have a completely different demeanor, and that of course is relative to how much i lke someone. it's not all true, of course. but then again all we can do is try to predict these things knowing fully well our hearts will prove us wrong in the end.haih. the tangles of love are so tangley that kalah the turns and twists of the convulated roads of the maples.
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