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In relation to my last post
Where I (erk!) quoted a line from a movie
As the title of my blog
The reason is simple
There’s just too many people around me
Who say one thing
And mean another
There’s always ULTERIOR MOTIVE
There’s always second guessing
Always the primal back-up plan
Or the ‘beasts-within’ approach
Frankly, its getting stale
I thought it was confined to a small sub-population
But apparently the disease has spread
To sum it up
Tis a message I sent to a friend of mine:

syg.. ko peciter?
lg 20 hari akue balik!!!
tak sabarnyeeee!!!!
anyway akue saje je msg ko ni
akue nak ckp psl x
die br couple 2 hari lepas
akue tatau la ko tau ke tak
anyways akue tak kesah
im happy for him
tp kan syg
mase akue clash ngan y aritu kan
x msg akue
and kata die suke kat akue the same way as masa akue blah gi ireland
and skarang die couple ngan org lain
apehal?
kalo die nak couple thats his problem
tp jgn ckp ngan akue sumthing
then gi buat bende lain
syg, akue jumpe macam2 jenis org kat sini
and yang akue discover
boys kat sini mesti ada niat lain
ade je something yg tak betul
this is just my opinion la tau
n bile x wat camni kan
it made me realize tau
that they are ALL THE SAME
i dont know why i thought otherwise
so skang akue rasa cam
everythings fine
all is okay
akue sangat sangat la tak sabar nak balik
nak jumpe korang sumer
nak catch up ngan korang
tapi one thing has changed
akue takkan look at x the same way again
akue tak marah kat die
mesti die akan salah paham
akue tak marah kat die langsung babes
akue support die
and happy yg die dah couple
tapi
akue tatau
im the kind of person who will not settle for anything less
in a way kiranye akue ni cerewet la kot
and bile someone wat something wrong kat akue
akue boleyh forgive
tp akue takkan forget
so skang its even.
x = laki2 lain.
he's no longer special.
mmg nampak cam akue ni tgh jeles kat die kan?
ntahlah. akue tak sedih pun yg die dah couple, syg
just rasa betrayed sedikit
selfishnye akue.
anyway
akue just had to luahkan to someone.
kalo ko nak citer kat die, citerlah.
he doesn't mean the same way to me anymore.
ok syg. thnx for reading.
akue rindu padamu.
akue nye finals lg dua hari.
doakan akue leyh wat leklok k cinta.
mwahhh
akue syg ko bgt2.

A satisfactory approach to saying tak nak.
Or more aptly, tak nak lagi dah.