eiremoi is me, three-quarters of the time.










kaka(not the footballer)
green tea
holidays
sleep
14 feb 2010
home
topshop





:conclusions
:time generally
:moolah

click

Msiamoi
Weddingblog!
Sureen
Hanizah
Ekin
Danial
Hadi
Sarah Amin
Jay
Jim
Ajin
Corom

I/O

thanx

Boon May for art
mak for strength
insomnia for the time

im chewing on a bar of twix white
wondering many things
wondering if im a bane to my host
thinking of how irritated i would be if i were to have to knock on the door of my own room b4 entering
wondering if that look i was given was just imagined
or was real
wondering what im going to do when i go back to ireland
if this was all really just an escape
or just another means of feeding the demons
i wonder if that silence is just me being me
or me being stupid. again.
i wonder about people back home in ireland.
people back in malaysia.
i wonder bout how things were shud i have accepted the offer to uitm.
or the manipal offer.
i can hardly stop wondering bout how its like at home.
i also wonder why im like this
why i think the way i do
why i feel like this
and why of all things
i make a huge u turn
back to where it started
only to find out the race has already begun
im convinced it's all happy
my thoughts yday were baseless and incorrect
and now im here, stuck
and wanting to curl up in a ball and disappear
even words can't save me now