eiremoi is me, three-quarters of the time.










kaka(not the footballer)
green tea
holidays
sleep
14 feb 2010
home
topshop





:conclusions
:time generally
:moolah

click

Msiamoi
Weddingblog!
Sureen
Hanizah
Ekin
Danial
Hadi
Sarah Amin
Jay
Jim
Ajin
Corom

I/O

thanx

Boon May for art
mak for strength
insomnia for the time

i have to admit
i feel that same old emptiness again
i wonder why it has to happen tho
its undeniably all in my head
so why da fuck?
when i think about it
its just a lot less colourful
but why should i care
i really shouldnt
im okay
just thinking
i just realized i've been made prez for PWSI
since the president obviously has to step down now.
lols.
i should make it a permanent thing
and perhaps find some more members
lols
im just feeling rhetoric
not sad
not depressed
just retrospective
thinking
i can't help but think
can't help but allow my thoughts to journey
to meander
and to fade to oblivion
when its too late
and too far to come back
i am not like you
or you
and you
so why should i bother
why should i even be thinking about this
but i am
i walk to the library
fresh, motivated
and smelling floral-ish
and then my thoughts sway
and then the smiles go away
the quietness comes
im not depressd, no
a lot of what has happened lately has seemd to gently work itself out
like work
like the problem with the girls
things seemd to have smoothed out gradually
and im thankful for that
and people who have been known to be reckless and mean
have really proven what they're worth
even when they're thousands of kilometres away
its back to books
and mid-terms
and the steady push towards the inevitable finals
it seems like normalcy is slowly gaining supremacy in our lives
and about time too
today last day cuti
*sigh*
but with normalcy
comes the normal 'me'
im back where it all began
back where the circle started
23 days full of wandering off
of surprises
of friendships made
and relationships severed
of discoveries when it comes to who my friends really are
and who are my real friends
think it.