eiremoi is me, three-quarters of the time.










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14 feb 2010
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Boon May for art
mak for strength
insomnia for the time

i feel like a shell casing after the bullet's been shot
empty and now, useless
i scarcely believed life would change ever so dramatically
and i can not be any more chagrined than i am right now
i regret wholeheartedly ever thinking that this is worth my while
i'd rather have gone thru every fuckd up challenges i had to go thru
when i was with azim
all over again
and ten times again after that
that be plugged into this sonodrama with the most fuckd up arsehole
its wrecking my head
i dont have to have other people to tell me
that i have this weird sadness in my eyes
a lost look
i see it when i see the mirror
fuck
i swear it wasnt worth all this
it wasnt
i want to run go and be free
i want to just not be me
not be me
i've learnt my lesson
by god, i have
i'll never make the same mistake again
i can only be so strong
can only keep afloat for that long
but in the end
everyone will give up to the fight
and fall and drown
i cant stand the comedy
and i wont believe the truth
i just wished it all didnt happen
didnt happen to me
im working half an hour after i logged off
im so cold
its disbelieving
im tempted to watch again a movie that i've watched
solely because i cant bear to go home
i cant bear to be anywhere
i cant bear to be me