Friday, February 17, 2006
Im thinking of you
I think of u sometimes
Sometimes always
Sometimes just sometimes
Sometimes not at all
And whenever im around you
Im different
I am docile
I am different
Today was today
A day like any other
Yet was special and significant
I saw you looking at me
That strong, wisened stare
I’ve never seen you do that
I’ve not seen you as intense
It almost made me snap
It was a split second
And it didn’t mean anything more
Than just a stare
That could mean anything
But it made an impression
That sticks
Like wax markings
I suddenly realize
Despite being in my state of hopelessness
I still did realize
That I am not made for this things
For that kind of people
The kind of interaction that forms
Between two souls not unlike one another
Rude words
People who are unlike what im used to
You and I aren’t very different
Same colour
Same race
Same religion
Different gender
But worlds apart
I stay silent as they imitate. Mock. Personify.
Rudely making fun of people we all know.
Sometimes I feel tampered
I feel like wondering
All the time wondering
What is it that makes things happen
What makes one plus one
I cant see what you see
I am so. Beat it.
<3 <3 <3
11:05
