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14 feb 2010
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insomnia for the time

im wondering whether im doing the right thing
sleeping over at the girls' place
im overloaded with the chocs i bought at centra
and everyone is stressed
thinking bout exams
and wnting to do so well
fergawdsakes
i thought id be able to sleep a little earlier if i were3 to sleep over
but apparently not
the prospect of winter examintions has overcome all of us
and it drives me nuts
i used to be the one tht freaks
the one that studies her arse off
and basiclly
its all overrated
i think they're gonna find
that seniors and just about everyone else
are not 'scoring'
but not failing either.
its just a mind over matter thinggy
and like ekin sez
we're not all out for getting first class honours
basically
its just thoughts from n unknowing first year
but face reality, people
if u fear it,
the fear will catch up
anyways im not in the best of moods
coz i just found out
that someone i know
has found love
and that makes me feel
like crying and laughing
and inevitably
i hope they're happy
she's beautiful
she is
it just makes me feel kinda dull inside
coz
well
just coz.
anyways
id be lying if i sed it didnt hurt
and though i admit my acting was better than expected
i could feel the fakeness in my reaction
i wonder if the girls did too..
truthfully, none of us know if its true
but if it is
i hope u'll be happy
coz it sure is hard to experience happiness
in this part of the world.
i dont know what my point is
im desperate to go to bed
and im worried if i will study insufficiently tommorow
but at the same time
i feel like screaming
fuck the world
psycho
am i
so the curtain falls
and im the echo
the unfeelingness
the unfelt