Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Sunset streams along
And its only 4.20
Sadly enuff
*sigh*
Im stressed, yes
I spent all day relaxing
Chatting with sab and faris and aizat n sarah
Talking to mak and ayah
Msging dun
Thinking bout tommy
Doin anything but study
It makes me wonder really
Whats so different about medical school?
I mean
Its an exam
Not my first time
So why am i so wrecked?
No one will kill u if u fuckd up
Its ur first test anyways
Why should u be so worried?
Im all a bundle of nerves
Stretched to the limit
I can barely concentrate without thinking bout something else
Shopping. Dinner.
Tommy.
Anyways everyone’s not blind.
They’re all saying that there are things to come.
Yet im the only one completely paranoid bout it.
Like I told sab, I ni gile kot.
No, not kot.
I ni gile.
Truly madly deeply gile.
Mak and ayah are a crazy bunch of people.
And I am crazy about them.
They make life worth living.
Then again, they gave me life.
So fair’s fair.
<3 <3 <3
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