Sunday, August 28, 2005
one of my least favourite feelings
is that of
the feeling i get
when i lose sumthin
tak kesah la duit ker
wallet ke
anything
today i found out
that i lost my retainers
and it hurts loads
i got into trouble
with mak n ayah of course
but nowhere nearly as bad as the other times
mebbe because
everyone is about
equally to blame
but of course
in its entirety
its my fault lah
its mine and i lost it
and if its 50 sen takper jgak..
haih
im not gettin it replaced
i don care
its just a waste
im sooooo..
well i haven't a word
for whatim feeling
im so down i guess
its that feeling of impending doom
that perpetual buzz near ur heart
like waiting outside the principles room
to come in n getting punished
like stepping into ur bosses office
knowing u've screwed up
n its the end of ur job
like knowing that u've done sumthin wrong
and u've broke ur parents' heart
same feeling
only different
im just hoping
that it'll turn up sumtime
doesn't matter if its today
tommoro
or when im in dublin
i
don
care
i just want it back
so we don't haf to get another one
and that, my frens,
comes from the heart
my point is
i just hate losing things
ditto.
<3 <3 <3
05:59
