Sunday, August 21, 2005
it was one of many
many, many impulsive thoughts
that i managed
to put into action
i'd finally spoken
and hell yeah
words feel good
i never knew that it would
in a situation
with an unexpected outcome
okay,
i din technically speak
anyway
it all stemmed
from the simple fact
that i had absolutely
nothing to lose
and im feeling like a bird
its possibly
the black velvet skirt
that made me
feel like
doing many a pirouette
and dance
across the living room
but i can't reason
nor can i fathom
why im thinking
about so many things
about study groups
kfc
me pulling with both hands
with you behind me
about half pinks and half browns
and whut u told me
about how stories
are misinterpreted
and people
misunderstood
and how that made me
happy.
touched.
amazed.
smiling
the drawing of lines
from eyes to eyes
the quiet defensiveness
in long car rides
singing
right where i want you
over
and over again
and mencicaks
haha that still tears me up
how i felt so different yet
all too familiar
how we are now in a place
we want and don't want
to be
how unexpectedly
similar we are
so similar;
of watching
many ugly tiny
people
dancing
hahha
la la la la la
knoe whut
i'd miss you much
seriously
if things weren't
if only things weren't
if only
yes im having goosebumps
and this time
i'll let u have the last word
coz i had the first
<3 <3 <3
18:34